ayye my sweet readerr ! ii cant sleep cause ii always kept thinking what will happen if <> left me and when he is out he gonna change ? what will happen to me my dearly readder ? ii always wonder ? what is it with me doing missing him .. and everyday ii keep missing him and i dun even know why ? . please help me to just let go of this stupiid love that is inside my heart rite now ! help me ! fcukkk ! kayhh but people say that when we miss that person we will eventually like them . hmmpfft i wonder do i love you ? * yes * but it seems that there no hope for me anymore rite ? hahhaha well he goin and left me again . i hope this would b just a dream that seriously it is like a nightmare ! fuck !